止まず（Can't stop）

走ってみる。

忘れかけていた疾走感の中で考えた事。

身体は止める事が出来るが
気持ちは止めれない。

蛇行であったり、
遠回りであったり、
時に千鳥足になってまで、

思えば碌に前も見ず
此処まで走り続けてこれたのは
止まぬ気持ちが在ったから。

そんな事を想いながら、
徹夜明け。
早朝よりの晩酌。
酩酊。

知らぬ間に、
肴のボイルド槍烏賊載りし皿に突っ伏し爆睡。
目覚めの眼前にクローズアップせし烏賊足に、
気持ち走り出す。
酢味噌で前髪ぱりぱりなのだが、
気持ち止まず。
来光と共に、
忘れかけていた疾走感立ち上がる。

烏賊臭き朝に。

 

「希望はいいものだよ。多分最高のものだ。いいものは決して滅びない。」

　映画「ショーシャンクの空に」より

 

I try to run.

Having thought in a feeling of half-forgotten scamper.

I can stop the body, but cannot stop the feeling.

Being meandering, and being a detour, and sometimes becoming the totter,

Come to think of it,
because as for what I hardly looked at the front,
and was able to continue running to here,
there was a feeling not to stop.

After vigil while I yearn for such a thing.
I get drunk by the drink in the early morning.

While I don't notice,
I fall on my face in the plate where the boiled calamary as relish and sleep heavily.
To see a close-up calamary foots of under my nose of the waking,
a feeling starts running.
A forelock is stiff in vinegared bean paste,
but a feeling doesn't stop.
With the sunrise, a feeling of half-forgotten scamper stands up again.

In calamary smell morning.

 

"The hope is a good thing. Probably it is the best. The good thing never falls"
 
 from cinema "The Shawshank Redemption"