ゆるし（Tolerance）

最近、全部愛おしい。

懲りずに同じ失敗を繰り返す人
他者の気持ちを理解し得ぬ人
神をも恐れぬ暴挙に暇ない人
全て他人の所為にする人
銭金の事しか考えぬ人
直ぐ暴力に訴える人
基本逃げている人
嘘しか言わぬ人
他人を貶める人
蔑む人
醜い人

少し前まで
上記の如き人は（自分含む）
一刀の下切り捨てていた筈なのに
全部愛おしく感じるのは何故なのだ？

とうとう狂ったのか？
仏性が芽生えたのか？
ついに悟れたのか？
寝不足なだけか？
老眼の所為か？
もう逝くのか？

などと
如何ともし難き事考えながら歩いていて
足の小指強打した
自宅リビングの柱ゆるし難く
渾身の蹴りくれて
更なる打撲に
涙しながら
うずくまる。

「私が私として生きることを許して欲しい。
　そうすれば満足して生きられます。」
  by アンネ・フランク

 

I feel all to be love it very much recently.

One whom time does not have for a reckless action
not to be afraid of God either.
One who repeats the same failure without learning.
One who cannot understand the feeling of others.
One who thinks about only a thing of the money.
One who appeals to violence immediately.
One who attributes all to others.
One who look down on others.
One  who escapes basically.
One who says only a lie.
One who look down upon.
Ugly one.

As for me,
a bottom of the cutting down with one stroke of the sword
should have cut off the one such as the above(including myself)
a while ago.
Why that I feel all to be love it very much?

Have I been mad yet?
Did the Buddha-nature arise to me?
Was I able to realize it at last?
Is it only lack of sleep?
Is it farsighted result?
Do I die now?

When I Walked while thinking about such a thing beyond control,
it is hard to forgive a pillar of my home living
that dealt my little finger of the foot a heavy blow,
As a result of having kicked it as hard as possible,
I crouch down while shedding tears for a further blow.

 

"I want you to allow for me to live as me.
 I am satisfied if I do so it and can live."
 by Annelies Marie Frank